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be my escape- relient k
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Sunday, June 15, 2003
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the sudden onset of insanity
relatives are over. and it's like..oh wow. everyone seems bent on having a good time tonight, and like...bring the house down. haha. whee. plenty of food, music..haha. it's a regular partyhouse. except for me, of course. who is currently sitting in front of the computer, drinking sprite, blogging and trying to prevent others to see what i'm blogging. unsuccessfully. oh wells...we can't always have what we want. bah. my niece just spilled pepsi twist on the floor, what a nice girl. hmm...the only thing constant is change. and i've changed, according to others. some say for the better, some say for the worse. but then again, isn't that always the case. opinions vary.
but hey...look here. i don't need your fucking approval alright? discount the previous sentence, my dear friends. it's just the evil side of me showing through. i mean..i can't be nice all the time. not that i am, of course. -smirks- tonight. i don't want to be nice. haha...oh jeez. what a change. someone must have spiked the sprite. i wonder who. nevermind that. shall switch to vanilla coke in a sincere effort to prevent any further outbursts from the meaner side of me. haha. the relentless rantings of a troubled youth. heh. or maybe this entry should be more appropriately titled, "the disturbed mind." haha. maybe. cousins are watching...-stares- the powerpuff girls? -rubs eyes- they Are watching the powerpuff girls on the cartoon network. jeez...and they call themselves matured.no offense to the thousands of powerpuff girls fans out there, isn't it abit dead to keep hearing the guy say,"and soooo once again, the day is saved. thanks to the powerpuff girls." haha. it's boring to me, but like i said, opinions vary. oh cute...mr mojo jojo is on tv! you all know him...the funny evil monkey with a turban.
am i making sense? no idea. and guess what. i don't give a shit. oops..another outburst. i'll keep my comments to myself from now onwards, i promise. haha. maybe. now i'm sure that someone Has spiked this drink.
whatever. tomorrow will be a better day yar? and tomorrow, i'll be the normal,
not so nice jinger. whee. tomorrow, i'll be less self-centered. tomrrow, i'll change back to the way i am. haha...but then again, maybe not.
i procrastinate.
don't we all. oh well...maybe not all. but still, you get the pic. :)
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you can tell the whole world what i supposingly did.but that wouldn't change the fact that i Didn't do it, will it?
forget it, dude. shall say no more and let things be. let nature take its course. -shrugs- and hopefully, things between you and me will get better. bah. i haven't given up yet. i don't want you to leave. still praying, wishing, hoping and waiting. -crosses fingers- that things will turn out alright.
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So amazing, unbelievacle, miraculous women you are.
Incredible, unforgetable, your the worlds greatest by far.
Sensational, so lovable, my cinderella you are.
So beautiful, ghetto fablous, the reason i wish upon a star.
As i lay me down to sleep i, pray your heart ill always keep it.
Hope you feel the same.
So baby come and hop on board my life and,
Just let love take us away.
[chorus:]
Dream girl lets take a flight,
Far away to a paradise.
Dream girl lets take a ride,
Destination rainbow skys.
Dream girl lets kiss and hug,
On a beach with white sand and all white doves.
Dream girl lets cuddle up.
Somewhere, where ever and make sweet love.
Baby you are my dream, dream, dream, dream girl
My sunshine, my blueskys, love is who you are to me girl,
My angel, my piece of mind, woman you have come to set me free.
Love makin, breath takin, sweet valentines to me.
Heart racin, creatin, and incredible fire within me.
I believe in you and me, together for all eternity.
And i hope you feel the same
So baby come and hope on board my life and, let love take us away.
[chorus]
Baby this love we make is to good to be true,
Heaven must really love me because heaven sent me you.
Keep bringing me joy, i dont wanna wake up.
I stay asleep as long as i can have you right here in my dreams.
missing you+